Tuesday, 6 March 2012
How good are you at resisting temptation? In whatever form it takes? Are you strong? Do you cave in quickly? Do you pretend to be strong but then when no one is watching, cave in after all?
I'm not asking this with chocolate in mind, oh no. Nor shopping (which is way more addictive for me than chocolate). No, today I'm asking this because it is 1.30pm and all I can think about is how I would really like to crawl back into bed for a nap. I've been up for a total of 4 hours people, 4 measly hours.
I had a dreadful sleep last night, kept waking up, nightmares, the works. I totally blame it on going to bed by my new prescribed bedtime of 11pm, first night of success - yay! - but if it means feeling like this the next day then pfft, I'm going back to bedtimes the wrong side of midnight. My head is so fuzzy it doesn't even feel like I've woken up yet.
I have a nice long list of things to do; some fun, some not so much so I have plenty to keep me busy. I know that if I have a nap I definitely will not make my 11pm bedtime tonight. And I suspect that if I make it without the nap, it's going to get to 10pm and all of a sudden I will finally feel awake. It's a lose lose situation. I'm going to attempt the no-nap situation. But it's gonna be hard folks.
For the record, I'm the quick cave in-erer.